not feeling it

Feeling pretty down about my weight loss efforts. I still have this ridiculous pot belly. I've cut down on my bad eating, I've been exercising every day for nearly an hour, for a month and a half now, and I still look the same. What the fuck.

Today's trigger

The thing that is making me cry right now: an article about square beer bottles by Heineken, that can also be used as building blocks for homes and structures in undeveloped countries. The design was rejected as not being masculine enough and the dual purpose bottle bricks never got mass produced. 

http://www.smithsonianmag.com/arts-culture/when-heineken-bottles-were-square-62138490/?

Why does this affect me so much? I feel like I'm crying for the world.

Random thoughts

You know what type of therapy should be added to the menu at massage places? Dog lick therapy and back scratch therapy. (Back scratching to be done by humans.)